I don’t really want to talk about it…I am still trying to deal with all the stuff and stuff that goes with the stuff, but maybe soon. You know it is just one of those things that takes some time. Have to let it all sink in you know. Just so much to process…
I am sure that with some time I will be ready to discuss it and stuff, but right now I am just not ready. I am sure that you can understand. If you can’t then fuck you…no really fuck you…this is my life damn it. I am sorry I didn’t mean to lash out, I am just a little on edge I guess. These kinds of things will do that I guess…
So…how about that weather…sure was gray today, but it did get sunny and stuff…uh…
So…what’s…uh…new with you?
Well?
Fine…
If you want to be that way!
Shit I am doing it again…I am so sorry……….
